May 24, 2012

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    Me singing to Alicia Keys “Unthinkable”
    Thanks for watchin even though I didn’t try my best LOL.

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  • I’m just sad at this moment. There was just a time in my life when I was younger that made me who I am now.

    & no I’m not dwelling on that. I’m just tryna accept the fact that I’m not feelin well but I know I’ll be okay. I’m gonna do what I gotta do now & move on. It’s just I know everybody don’t really see me the same.. Sometimes they’re probably thinkin that they’re right about me & the things I chose to do.. I wish they didn’t have to watch & wait for my outcome.. But really, I been goin through a rough time & it’s not like I want it to happen. It is what it is now. They might not like it. I won’t deny anythin, but I hope they can accept what’s in front of them.. & that’s the truth.

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  • May 13. Unforgettable Day.

    Everything went back to where we started off. We caught up with some things that was never done but said. Now that things are settled with how we feel then it’s all good. We’re good friends & it’ll probably stay that way. We were comfortable & just hangin out at his aunts place. We have that chemistry where I don’t think it’ll ever change. I believe that we’re very close as friends, but it’s not good if we’re TOO close haha.

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    May 12, 2012

  • May 12; Refreshing day with my GOOD old friend.

    So a friend of mine just came back from the Marines & it’s been two years since then. I hung out with him & his very close friends whom he calls “brothers” at the Pacific Bowl. I didn’t really expect us to hang out that soon but it was nice seein him sooner than I thought once again. I’ve been busy & I’m glad that I actually put my time & went to hang with him because he’s a special friend to me. Honestly, I don’t like to hang out much, but the one’s who I know are worth it, I’m willing to put my time in =). I liked how I met everyone of his brothers & how they’re just themselves which of course made myself feel comfortable just to be myself also. It felt very refreshin because seein him again just makes me want to know how he’s really been. Yea I admit, he was actually the FIRST guy I ever liked that I was actually interested in the first time in my life & that’s sadly my freshmen year -.-” haha. I’m only sayin this because it’s different & strange for me to just like someone like that. Well he left to the marines two years ago & he came to visit his home on Friday & we hung out today. I met new people who were wonderful. I appreciate the fact that his brothers say that I’m very nice.. which made me question & thought that “aren’t most people like that?” But then he said “They know that you’re good at heart.” Which made my day =).. Haha they’re also good at heart too.. Maybe that’s why we all got along fine aha. Anyway, I may strongly like him before like years ago but it’s slightly different now.. Not in a negative way. It’s just a good feeling to know that he’s back & somewhat I’m still nervous around him -___-” hmm.. what does that mean.

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    One of my inspiration <3. You have died, but your music will never be. Always remembered, never forgotten.

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  • May 1st Happy Birthday Kimberly Thin Kid.

    This girl & I been through so much. She’s been a part of my life & we’re like sister. No one or any “friends” have ever been there that was almost half of my life, but half or not.. what we been through was full as one. Today is quite a good day yet somewhat strange :). It felt nice though because I never felt that way for a long time. I gotta say it’s a pretty good day so I hope it remains that way :).

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